dreams

When i was 4 years old,
My teacher would ask,
What would you want to be when you grow up?
I would say instantly,
"I wanted to be a teacher Ma'am
Just like my father"

When i entered elementary,
I saw the movie 3 Ninjas knuckle up
Then i told myself instantly,
"I will be a great ninja...
just like Rocky, Colt and TumTum"

When i was about to graduate elementary,
I had the opportunity to be in a
famous broadcasting radio news room.
Then i told myself instanty,
"I think I'll do very well
as a news anchor"

When i was in highschool,
I was fascinated by books
And spent most of my days inside the library,
Then i wondered instantly,
"I can become a librarian...
cause i can see myself having a library of my own"

when i entered college,
I took a computer course,
Roughly related to any of my dreams,
Then i told myself:
"I've started this..
I have to finish this.."

When i got a computer related job,
I struggled and needed extra time to
love what i am doing.
Then i told myself:
"You have a job,
make the most out of it.."

Now i remember my dream
when i was in preparatory school.
And wandered about 'What ifs and..'
"Can i be like this forever?"

Definitely, the answer is NO.

So now i'd say...
"I've always wanted to follow the footsteps my father,
whose profession affects eternity.."
I want to fulfill
that one dream.
The first one.