Lessons I Learned In Love Part 2
The first time I told my friends about this blog, my intentions was to let them hear about my thoughts and share the things I have learned in life so far. So basically, everything that has to do with my life are somehow reflected in the pages of this blog. But, I was very cautious not to show off a lot of things about my 'special someone' or about the matters of my heart (the side which beats for another human being). One common friend even asked me why he didn't see post/s about my 'special someone'. I was just not that comfortable talking about 'him'. So why do this entry in the first place? Just because I think it's time someone know how lucky I've been for the past three years. How the Act of Random Kindness (ARK) is very possible every single day (literally every single day) whenever I am with him.
If you know me personally, you can't really tell the difference if I am in-love or out of love. I am most of the time serious about my tasks or bubbly about certain things. You wont see me on me being the sweet daughter, ate or girlfriend. It's in my nature to be civil in front of many people whenever I am with someone dear to me. In short, I am not sweet and clingy in public places. I'm not good at giving compliments to my partner nor give kisses and hugs on the street. I just don't. And it actually pisses me off whenever I see couples do that in public places (Oops, sorry about that). I don't let my partner carry my backpack (i'm not into handbags and pouches) specially if I know I can carry it myself. I eat with all my heart. I spend lots of time in the bookstore than in the comfort room. I spend more time reading than talking in the phone. I don't wear makeups. I seldom wear skirts. I only say the phrase 'i love you' if I really feel it. I only say 'i'm sorry' If I really mean it.
So what's the sense of these I's and Me's in relation to my 'special someone'? We'll I guess, these characteristics doesn't make me the ideal girlfriend. And for goodness sake, how did I get so lucky to have someone beside me absorbing me as me and accepting my flaws no matter what? So maybe 'somewhere in my youth or childhood I must have done something good'.
If you know me personally, you can't really tell the difference if I am in-love or out of love. I am most of the time serious about my tasks or bubbly about certain things. You wont see me on me being the sweet daughter, ate or girlfriend. It's in my nature to be civil in front of many people whenever I am with someone dear to me. In short, I am not sweet and clingy in public places. I'm not good at giving compliments to my partner nor give kisses and hugs on the street. I just don't. And it actually pisses me off whenever I see couples do that in public places (Oops, sorry about that). I don't let my partner carry my backpack (i'm not into handbags and pouches) specially if I know I can carry it myself. I eat with all my heart. I spend lots of time in the bookstore than in the comfort room. I spend more time reading than talking in the phone. I don't wear makeups. I seldom wear skirts. I only say the phrase 'i love you' if I really feel it. I only say 'i'm sorry' If I really mean it.
So what's the sense of these I's and Me's in relation to my 'special someone'? We'll I guess, these characteristics doesn't make me the ideal girlfriend. And for goodness sake, how did I get so lucky to have someone beside me absorbing me as me and accepting my flaws no matter what? So maybe 'somewhere in my youth or childhood I must have done something good'.
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